At the golf tournament this morning with all the bugs! Yummy! |
My Mindy :) |
Kaelia Nelson (Miss Chadron's OT) and I at the Garden Party. |
Modeling my "Purse" onality outfit! |
Aunt Nanny, Gram, me, mom, and Chabree |
Stunna! |
So as I sit here in my bed (listening to MJ) all I can think about and anticipate is tomorrow evening. It's so crazy to me how fast this week went. It seemed like only yesterday that I was getting here and now it's almost departure time. It has been an amazing week and I'm so sad to see it go but still so ready for what tomorrow brings. At 7:00pm tomorrow night our final show of Miss Nebraska will open with our dance and then the top 5 will be choosen, compete in swimsuit, talent, evening wear, onstage question, and then the winners will be announced. It seems so surreal at the moment but I know all of that will change tomorrow. I have been so lucky to have all the support of my family, my friends, my boyfriend, my fans, my pageant ladies, and everyone who is so important in my life. I have never felt more secure with who I am and who I surround myself with until this week. Each of you in my life is a blessing.
I am ready for what tomorrow night may bring and am so eager to round out the adventure of Miss Nebraska Week. I spoke with a dear friend Alex, from Oregon, tonight and she sent me a text saying this.
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." Phil 4:6
God and I have had many heart to hearts this week and I am so secure in knowing that he is there for me in all of this, no matter what happens. I find my strength through Him, my love through Him, my confidence through Him, my faith through Him, and my peace through Him. He has truly blessed me with talents beyond belief and I love, absolutely love, sharing them with everyone and giving Him the credit. So I can sit here comfortably (not only because I'm in bed) and know that tomorrow night is in God's hands and I am at peace with the outcome already. But I can also share that the excitement I carry is beyond description and I am ready for the night to be here!
"I can do all things through him who gives me strength" Phil 4:13
Until tomorrow friends,
Kayla
Miss Omaha
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